Knife in the gut. Bomb in the belly. Whatever is down there it feels like I am birthing a 12 pound child made of only air. It is not the usual loose-ness down below, but it is remedied only by venting. Things under pressure, release the valve. It is hard to vent when you have serious blockage, or no strength behind it to let it go.

If I knew what was going on in my own head that would help. There is not so much blockage from too much going on, as there is lack of anything going on up there. Materializing something from a mind of nothing is impossible.

How to vent when your only venting system is broken?

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