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A war veteran flipped me off today.

I have found myself sprinting from car to place and place to car. Am I running for something or from something?

My nose has been broken for a while, and it feels like I just rebroke it recently. I can’t even smile.

I am leaving for a month in five days. Touring Canada. At the same time my parents leave for a month to where my loins lead me.

I delivered lightbulbs tonight, and loved it.

Everything has been downhill into a bowl of jello.

I was eating ice cream cake and got icing in my iPod dock. But all is well. I write this on that.

See. Feel. Think. Do.

A careful assessment of one’s life should be done often. Should be.
The amount it is actually done depends on the life.
It can take, like with love, a certain number of days or a certain lack of the subject itself, to cause a careful assessment.
The assessment of life can show it’s real depravity, or it’s absolute wealth. And that can change within a minute, depending on what caused the initial assessment.
After twenty years of assessing, I see changes more recently that I am content with, but still see possibilities available and feel like I’m still at the bottom. It feels good to be here, but tiring.

Count the asses above.

I’ve found a few walls lately. Tall, strong, insurmountable. Things I feel I should be doing, because they are beliefs held by masses of people, and I don’t know what to do or say to avoid them. I can’t change these ideas, but I can decide not to accept them.

“Of course, I cannot break through this wall with my head if I don’t have the strength to break through it, but neither will I accept it simply because I face a stone wall and am not strong enough.”

-Fyodor Dostoevsky